You’re Not Lazy, You’re Hijacked

Can we stop pretending we’ve got it together and admit we’re all secretly questioning who we are and what we’re here for?

It hurts, doesn’t it?

Not achieving your dreams. Letting them stay… dreams.

You scroll.

You see others living theirs. And you wonder "Why not me?"

That’s when it creeps in:
Imposter syndrome.
Self-sabotage.
The quiet shame of not feeling good enough.

You become a prisoner of your own mind — trapped in a life that doesn’t even feel like yours.

What’s Really Going On?

Let’s be brutally honest,

the only one stopping you... is you.

Not your circumstances.

Not your trauma.

Not "how life is."

It’s your mind and the way you've been taught to not use it.

You don’t need more hustle. You don’t need more discipline.

You need more awareness.

Because if your actions aren’t aligned with intention — you’re not living.

You’re just looping.

And here’s the truth

Most people aren’t lazy. They’re lost.

Hijacked by doom-scroll.

Occupied with survival.

Unknowingly giving their energy to the ones who profit from their distraction.

They don’t know what they want, because they don’t even ask themselves.

They just follow the current and call it destiny.

Why You Feel Stuck

It’s true:
We’re all playing a game.

But most people don’t even know the rules.

They don’t bother learning them.

Or worse — they don’t even know they’re players in this game.

That’s why they keep losing without ever doing anything "wrong."

We were taught to obey, not observe.

To conform, not question.

To follow trends, not our truth.

And that’s why you feel like something’s off. 

Because deep down, you know:
You’re a creator.

Not just of content, but of your reality.

Of your identity.

Of the life you actually want.

Where to Begin

It starts with awareness.

Not hustle.

Not hacks.

Just stillness.

Observation.

Learning the language of your own mind.

And having the courage to enter the void — not to escape, but to remember.

You don’t need a coach.

You need a mirror.

That’s why I created Conscious Drop — a digital sanctuary for creators and visionaries navigating imposter syndrome, identity friction, and creative resistance.

This isn’t a productivity blog.

It’s a memory.

A reflection.

Of who you actually are beneath all the noise.

So, Who I Am

A writer. A thinker. A feeler. A weirdo.

Not a guru. Not a coach. Just someone who got tired of pretending.

I’m not here to sell you a dopamine hit.

I’m here to build a body of work that mirrors the internal journey from self-doubt to self-expression.

And I’m doing it publicly so you don’t have to do it alone.

Why You Should Stick Around

I’m building a five-stage transformation path towards becoming a Conscious Creator, taking you from:

1. Hijacked Human

2. Void Walker

3. Dormant Artist

4. The Expressionist

5. Conscious Creator

From unconscious consumption → intentional creation.

From imposter syndrome → raw self-expression.

From performance → presence.

I’ll be sharing mindset reframes, identity shifts and practical steps to embody all of it.

My goal is simple: Build a life that feels like mine — and help you do the same.

Because we don’t need more content creators.

We need more conscious ones.

Your Invitation

If you felt disconnected...
If you’ re stuck in resistance...
If you’ve secretly been hoping something would shift...

This is it.

Let’s walk the void together.

Let’s make the unconscious conscious.

And create with purpose.

I’m documenting it all.

One post, one step at a time.

Welcome to the journey.

It’s going to be a transformative one.

From one weird human to another,

Yolita